JARURAT HAI..

jarurat hai pehchanne ki..
Apne desh aur samvidhan ki badi ijjat karta hu,
kanoon ki b bhut kadr hai mujhe,
lekin kya isk badlav k liye koi adhyadesh ni laana chahiye..
Hamare yaha niyam h ki yadi chor aaya h to phle police ko bulao,
usko marna kanoon k khilaf h,
yadi self defence me aap kisi ko chaku maar dete h to aap pe non-intentional murder ka case banega..
yadi aapki bahu-beti ko koi chhed raha h to aap police ko bataiye, wo kahenge next time aisa kuch hyo to aap turant hame phone kre..
har kisi ko har bat ka saboot chahiye..
khte h k
Sach ko saboot ki jarurat ni hota,
wo apne aap ujagar hota h,
lekin mai khta hu k aaj sach ko hi saboot ki jarurat hai..
warna ham muh uthakar jeete aur khte ham sachhe h,
aaj koi ni keh sakt a k wo sachha h..
aur jo keh raha h wahi sabse bada jhootha h..
to sachha kaun h??
samvidhan, kanoon, mai ya aap??
faisla aapke hath me h..
badlav laya ja skta h,
yadi ham chahe to..
think on it..

KYU KOI SAMAJHTA NI..

kyu koi samajhta ni..
is desh k dard ki bayaar ko,
kyu koi dekhta ni..
karke swarth darkinaar ko..
akela har koi yadi ladne jayega to
naye muddo k sath apne aap ko hi sabka dushman banayega..
aag sabke andar hai,
mir q har kisi ko machis ka intjar hai..
kya khud se dar lagta hai ki har jaoge?
ya dar lagta hai is bat se ki sab hasenge..
are jyada ni kar sakte ho is desh aur samaj k liye..
to utna hi kar do,
jitne surface area me tumhara adhikaar hai,
ya uske liye b tum kisi aur ko rishwat dene tyaar ho,
jo haal aaj tumhara hai,
jo halat aaj desh k hai,
sab k sirf tum khud jimmedar ho..
ye sach h,
sachhai hai yahi ki tum bhi is desh k gunehgar ho..

Q???

Q wo samajhte ni mere is nanhe dil ki tadpan ko..
Q wo samajhte ni mere is tadapte dil ki dhadkan ko..
Q????
Kya mere dil k jajbaat ojhal h unse..
Ya fir samajh na pye itne kathor h wo..
Q aakhir patthar me sir patakne k liye majboor kar rahe h..
Khud hokar udaas hame khud se door kar rahe h..

MY SENIORS

To my Beloved Seniors....

Aaj aasman khali sa h mere liye..

Aaj sirf yaha sabse oochi udaan hamari h..

Jinhone udna sikhaya

wo khud ka doosra asmaan tay karne ja rahe h..

Hame is asmaan me khud ko sabit karne chod k ja rahe h..

Ab ham kise dekhkar seekhenge..

Kise dekhne k liye  tarsenge..

Ye manjar jo aaj unka h kal hamara hoga..

Jo gulista wo chhod chale hamare liye kal us se hamara b kinara hoga..

Kisi aur ko udne ka hame b ek mauka dena hoga..

Inse bichhadne ka dukh sabko barabar h..

Qki ye b to isi daal ki kaliya the jo aaj phhol banke tyaar khade..

Magar mai kaha jau

jise inki aadat h..

Har gali, har chaubaare me inhe dekh seesh jhukaane ki fitrat h..

Mai to akela ho jaunga..

Wish karne k liye pure colg me kise paunga..

Kya kuch aur pal mai ni ruk sakta is chalte samay k sath..

Kya inka jana jaruri h..

Ya mera rukna majburi h..

Seniors k bina man lagega kahan

ab inke bina meri colg lyf hi adhoori h..

i'll miss my seniors most....

their terror,

their files,

thier hangups..

nd mostly their wishes...:(;(;(;(;(

kyu koi samajhta ni..

kyu koi samajhta ni..
is desh k dard ki bayaar ko,
kyu koi dekhta ni..
karke swarth darkinaar ko..
akela har koi yadi ladne jayega to
naye muddo k sath apne aap ko hi sabka dushman banayega..
aag sabke andar hai,
mir q har kisi ko machis ka intjar hai..
kya khud se dar lagta hai ki har jaoge?
ya dar lagta hai is bat se ki sab hasenge..
are jyada ni kar sakte ho is desh aur samaj k liye..
to utna hi kar do,
jitne surface area me tumhara adhikaar hai,
ya uske liye b tum kisi aur ko rishwat dene tyaar ho,
jo haal aaj tumhara hai,
jo halat aaj desh k hai,
sab k sirf tum khud jimmedar ho..
ye sach h,
sachhai hai yahi ki tum bhi is desh k gunehgar ho..

jindagi ki shuruat ek haqeeqat k sath..part 2...

so i told earlier that i born in a village of about 100 huts that time..

later on i was moved to my maternal grand mother.

bcoz that time t was hard to manage me..

itna shararti aur rotlu bachha..

koi chup hi ni karwa skta tha,

so when i was about 8-10 months i started to live with my maternal uncles and my maternal grand mother and maternal grand father..

meri naniji mujhe apni peeth me "noon ka bora"(sack of salt) banakr pura kaam karti thi..

us samay mamaji logo ka mai bada laadla tha..

mere do mamaji hai..

bade se mujhe aaj b bhut darr lagta tha qki wo bhut shant hai,

aur chote mamaji aur ham bhut freindly h suru se..

to unhi k sath khel kar mera 1-2 saal wala bachpan beeta..

aur wo bonding aaj b meri mere chote mamaji k sath..

isi beech meri lyf me 1 choti si behan aayi..

uska naam hai POOJA..

pata hai,

jab wo paida hui, that tym she was a prematured born baby of 7 months gestation..

to use rui aur oxygen me rakha gya tha observation k liye..

aur jab mummyji ward me bharti thi tab mere pair me plaster bandha tha,

qki maine gamla gira liya tha..tab mai 1.5 saal ka tha..

to maine us ward me present sare chot-bade bachho ki pitaai ki thi..

Fairy-Father..

har kisi ko milte hai khuda ki parchai k roop me ma-baap..
koi unhe mom-dad kehta hai,
to koi unhe ammi-abbu..
koi unhe bai-babu kehta hai..
to koi unhe mummyji-papaji..
naam alag par matlab 1 hi hai in sab ka..
wo shaks jo jevan ko matlab dete hai..
jinke l;iye khusi ka matlab sirf hamare chehre pe muskan aane se hota hai..
aur dukh aur pareshani hamari har se judi hoti hai..
inke bina ham ham apni jndgi ki kalpana hi ni kar skte..
fir b aise lakho log hai jinhe inki chhaya ka laaf ni milta,
aur ham is dard ko samajhkar b anjaan bane baithe h..
1 maa jeevan ki sabse badi guru kehlati hai,
unhi se ham sab kuch seekhte hai,
1 ladki k liye uski maa ki kya value hoti hai ye is duniya me koi ni bayaan kar skta..
lekin  yadi koi is duniya me is dukh se gujra ho to??
bina maa k apne jevan ko jiya ho to..
bhut se log hai jo badi kthinaiyo se bina maa k is sansar me ldte ldte apni jagah bana paate hai..
aaj mai aapko bataunga 1 aise hi shakhs k bare me jo mere dil k bhut kareeb hai..
unhe maa ki jagah Pita ne paala..
aur wo is duniya sabse achhe combo saabit hue..
jinhone un choti choti bachhioyo ko aaj aatm-nirbhar aur majboot banaya..
1 maa ka sneh aur pita ka dulaar dono diya aur samaaj me ladkar, jhagad kar..
khud aaj khaali hath hone k wavjood unka wajood khada kiya..
aise hi h 1 jeete-jagte Fairy-Father..